we can live like jack and sally if we want.

I think it has been a little while since I've posted.  And I don't know when I last posted so we will just talk about more recent stuff.  I spent this weekend up in Michigan.  I hungout with Kristen and met her boyfriend, he was nice.  I spent saturday at Aliisa's lacrosse tournament.  I saw a college coach there and talked to her again.  Gosh I really want to just start college already haha.  Anyways I also hungout with Amanda and I finally gave her, her birthday present a few days late but hey I think it's better late then never right? Let's see what else have I done this weekend... I played the Wii, I forgot how fun that game is.  I had dairy queen, haven't had that is a while. Today I went to church, haven't been there in a while either, I do wish I went more often though.  Then went out to eat with Pops at National Coney Island, I still love that place years later.  So I think there is just one other piece of news, we are going to get a foreign exchange student :)  I am excited about it even though he's not my age.  It's something I've always wanted to do, and I will probably do it when I'm older and have my own family.  I think it will be a good and new experience.

Sorry I'm about to go degrassi crazy.... vote sav :)

I would've never guessed them together, but they do seem kind of perfect for eachother.

So I finally saw this episode a while ago but before that I saw one episode JT was there the next it was his funeral, lol, anyways I think this is the saddest episode of all.

So I am liking the whole new episode every night, but I'd rather they did a whole hour and every other night.

so so sooo cute.

so if there's a lockdown... prolly at the end-ish of the season.. who is the person that loses it? I'm excited to try and figure it out.

I wish Craig and Ellie were still one Degrassi, I kinda liked them together, even though it had disater written all over it.

so I want to know who the heck the last person is they have yet to show them at all.

Playlist:

I Miss You- Blink 182

Tear The Stars Down- The Years Gone By

No One Has To Know- The Material

Drops of Jupiter- Train

Letting Go- Brooke Hogan

I Look So Good (Without You)- Jessie James

Wannabe- Spice Girls

let me be the first to wish, wish you the worst.

Had physical therapy today, I'm improving a lot, I am pretty happy about it. Then I came home and slept some more.  Last night was like the first night I've slept that good in a while.  Probably because I could finally sleep on my side, I was so tired of sleeping on my back.  Then I went to the lacrosse camp to help out.  Some of the little girls are really cute, it was better than sitting around the house all day.  Going again tomorrow, should be easer since I don't also has physical therapy. Then tonight was like the epic night of tv so I'll be up till like one in the morning.  The bachelorette was on but so was Degrassi the boiling point premiere.  But they are replaying Degrassi at 11 so I'm watching it then.  I watched the Bachelorette and they were in Tahiti.  I want to honeymoon there, it is soooo pretty.  Definitely want to go there sometime in my life.

sorry the pictures decided to stop working :(

Playlist:

Wish You The Worst- Katy Perry

Somebody To Love- Leighton Meister

Gallery- Mario Vazquez

Three Cheers For Five Years- Mayday Parade

I Believed- Melissa Smith

Shiver- Shawn Desman

Where I Stood- Missy Higgins

I could of sworn that you are still my baby.

Today was a lot like yesterday so I'll keep it shorter.  Woke up before noon actually. Listened to some music then watched a movie. Today it was Full Ride, which was a football movie and it was well a football movie haha, but it was good, I like those kinds of movies. Then I watched a Hannah Montana. Then me and Stiina watched about four episodes of  Cake Boss.  It would be really cool to get a cake made by him, he's a genius. If I was better in art I would so want to spend my life making sweet cakes like he does.  Anyways that made us really hungry for cake and lucky for us there was some left yet of the giant cupcake.  So we ate it and watched the new Hannah Montana and Sonny With a Chance.  So then I showered and cleaned myself up since I have to get up early tomorrow for physical therapy and then I'm going to the lacrosse camp to hangout.  So I figured tomorrow I might as well make myself presentable, which I haven't really done in a while, and my mom was all like when are you going to start fixing yourself up instead of looking like you just crawled out of bed, so I made an effort haha.  So now I'm going to go to bed soon as soon as my all time fave Hannah is over (the one with the Jonas Brothers). Oh I know I said I was going to keep it short but I made a brilliant discovery. It's called Jango.com you can pick certain artists to play and it plays songs by them. I made one that has literally everything I listen too, it jumps from pop to country to rock to rap, it's pretty sweet.  Anyways I'll shut up now I just thought it was cool and wanted to share.

I can't remember the last time I had a doughnut...is that good or bad? :/

Love 500 Days of Summer, he's so cute.

Any guy that has purple shoes like those must be pretty cool :)

I want to hold a sea creature.

I remember this episode it was one of my favorites.

Her hair looks amazing.

blossom was my favorite, but only because Aliisa liked bubbles, and heaven forbid we have the same fave.

Playlist:

Lights Off- Jay Sean

Hurt- Christina Aguilera 

Push- Matchbox 20

Emergency Room- Rihanna
Happily Ever After- He Is We
Next To You- Jordin Sparks
It Must Really Suck To Be Four Year Strong Right Now- Four Year Strong

every magazine tells her she's not good enough.

So everyday I keep meaning to blog but it just didn't happen until now.  Anyways not much has happened just physical therapy.  I got stitches out yesterday and I've been walking without crutches, but my brace is still locked so it doesn't bend.  I've been doing all my exercises though and I'm getting a lot better.  Julie, Christine, and Ashley stopped by a few days ago and brought coloring books and a giant cupcake :)  It was really, really good.  This next week I am going to go help out at the lacrosse camp, not much I can really do but it will be nice to get out of the house.  Yesterday we actually went to Levis cause Stiina wanted a Webkinz, I convinced my mom to buy me the next Pretty Little Liars book, which I think the show is past that too already lol. Anyways they were having some like kid thing there with a bounce house and face painting and music.  Kiira got a pink dog on her face, surprise, surprise haha.  Let's see today I just watched t.v. Two movies and three Hannah Montanas.  Both movies you probably haven't heard of but they were good.  Hey, Hey, It's Esther Blueberger, that was a little weird at the beginning and almost turned it off but once you got into it, it was pretty good.  The other one had Lucas Grabeel in it, The Adventures of Food Boy, he like could make food appear in his hands, yeah another strange one haha, but it wasn't bad.  And one of the Hannah Montana's was when Lily got a bf and he cheated, I realized Sterling Knight played him and the boy who played his cousin was Austin Butler, they both have gotten much cuter since then, lol. 

I don't know how to describe this other than epic.

mmm, cookie dough :)

I loveeeee this : D

Why must you look like that? Why can't boys at school look more like you?

He has Panera!! I've been dying for some.

hahahaha, awkward turtle, sorry for the excessive band boy pics, they are just so delicious, but for some reason I can't help myself, no I just can't help myself  ;)  sorry that was ftsk not the summer set.

This might just be equally delicious....

Playlist:

Beautiful Disaster- Jon McLaughlin

She Is Love- Parachute

Impossible- Shontelle

I Got You- Leona Lewis 

Boys With Girlfriends- Meiko

Best I Ever Had- Vertical Horizon

I wrote my songs for you and you never even cared.

I had my first day of physical therapy today.  It wasn't too bad at all, I have two more this week and three next week.  It's going to be a long six months but it is worth it.  Every time I see someone tunning I wish I could run, and I'm tired of having to ask people  to get me things, because they get tired of it so then I'll just sit there and be bored to death cause I don't want to bother them.  Sometimes they make a big deal about it but trust me I really wish I could just get up and dig through the pantry myself.  But anyways my physical therapist is pretty nice and he says I should be walking without crutches by the end of the week :)  Tomorrow will actually be more painful, the dentist.  haha I'm not a fan of that place at least with braces they can't do that much, I hate those sharp instruments they scrape your teeth with, those things make me shudder.  So yeah nothing else really happened just the physical therapist. I watched the Bachelorette, which went along with the prediction I got offline, I feel bad for all those guys, they give her their heart and bring her to meet their families and she doesn't pick any, and she sits their and tells them how much she loves their sons, it's baloney. I am going to feel super bad for Chris, he seems like such a nice guy, new bachelor? maybe.... I think he'd be a good one. I also got AP magazine!! Finally, haha, it had Automatic Loveletter in it, I was listening to them before they finally got their act together, she was in my myspace craze a little while back, their might of been some others but I can't remember. Oh one last thing, I got another college coach email today, I think my number is up to five now.  My mom keeps saying I'm never going to be able to decide but I think give it a few more months and I will have a pretty good idea, I hope....

haha, I think I might make a list like this just for fun.

ohhh my little rascals, weren't those the days.

I have yet to have a boy hold my hand, maybe cause I skipped the middle school relationship thing, those were just dumb, and high school boys haven't proven to be any better.

so right now I'm hungry, stupid leg, stupid picture.

hahahaha : D

I think I may like the Ron & Hermione thing, at th beginning I was like no she belongs with Harry but I think i just changed my mind.

Playlist:

Makeup Smeared Eyes- Automatic Loveletter

Pyramid- Charice

I Never Told You- Colbie Caillat

September- Daughtry

Crazy For This Girl- Evan & Jaron

Miles Don't Mean Anything- Eye Alaska

Wouldn't Change A Thing- Joe Jonas & Demi Lovato

if you think I'm fine, it just ain't true.

Surgery went good.  I was freaking out big time before, they had to give me something to calm me down.  I didn't remember much after I just woke up and felt awful.  I felt tired but I didn't want to sleep, they kept telling me it's what you feel like after you have a few drinks.  That definitely confirmed  the fact that I don't want to drink, because I didn't like that feeling at all.  I was there for almost two hours afterwards, the lady was really nice though, she gave me a popsicle and a little stuffed lamb that has yet to leave my side :) haha. So the first two days weren't bad, at least when I wasn't moving.  My leg was wrapped up pretty good then I had the brace on it too.  Yesterday though we took the bandages off and put band aids on.  I was freaking out and didn't want to see, but it wasn't too bad. I have three or four holes then one two inch incision.  I can put a little weight on it and bend it somewhat.  It is pretty swollen though I've been keeping it iced and elevated I was supposed to start physical therapy today but my mom rescheduled it to monday at a place that is closer.  It's going to be a long and painful recovery but it will be worth it. I want to play lacrosse really bad and I even miss running, lol.  So I have been doing nothing these past few days but sitting around and watching tv.  I watched the Fourth Kind today that was a little weird, they are like trying to say there are aliens?! ha idk.  My grandparents came today for my mom's birthday, they went out to eat but they brought me back chicken and an oreo shake :)  it was pretty freakin delicious.  

hahahaha, someone get this lady some help..

and after all you're my wonderwall <3

I have an obsession with oreos lately, but I don't like them by themselves.

I like her tank top. I want to go lie in the grass now.

Playlist:

Wait For You- Elliot Yamin

I Dare You To Move- Switchfoot

White Lines & Red Lights- Between The Trees

Till Summer Comes Around- Keith Urban

Wonderwall- Oasis

Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart- Alicia Keys

Boston- Augustana

They say anything is possible, the nights just another obstacle, show me the manual

Sooo let's see today, I went driving :)  At first I went around a parking lot a ton then I drove around my grandparents neighborhood, then we ventured to my old house.  Didn't do any real driving maybe tomorrow I haven't driven in soo long.  But it was fun, would be even more fun if I could just do it without having to think so much lol, I just wanna drive hahaha.  I also read all of Teen Vogue and Seventeen.  On the cover of Teen Vogue was Demi and Joe :)  They had the cutest photo shoot, too bad things didn't work out for them.  Speaking of Jonas Brothers, Aliisa went to the fireworks at the park today so I made her enter at Radio Disney.  They were having a drawing for two Jonas Brothers tickets and backstage passes.  Doubt we will win but hey you never know.  Ohhh yeah I went to a parade today.  Clarkston has wayyy too many politicians and tractors that parade was never ending, lol.  But it was fun.  I also visited the old house, I definitely miss the lake, I sat on the edge of the dock and stuck my feet in the water. I do wish I could do that everyday of the summer.  I was extremely tempted to grab my suit and tan, but I don't think a sunburn right before surgery is such a good idea.

Can't wait for tuesday, post surgery cure :)

That book is amazing :)

I need the beach, and the ocean, now!!!

This looks sooo pretty, lets go.

Ok, for real, if I had a super power I'd want to jump into pictures.

Blondes have more funn, haha ;)

Playlist:

You Don't Know What It Is- Aaron King

All The Words You Can't Say- Laarks

On My Own- The Used

Great DJ- The Ting Tings

The Manual- Travie McCoy

tell me what makes her so much better than me.

I am so lost right now, I don't know what I want and I'm second guessing things I am sure on.  I guess it is part of being a teen.  I really need something fun and distracting.  The whole college thing just gets more and more confusing, thank goodness I don't have to make decisions soon cause I have no idea anymore.  So I'm hoping blogging is going to help clear my mind a little.  I just almost brokedown cause I don't know and I just want it to be simple and know.  Got three emails just today from coaches, it just keeps getting harder, I really hope in a few months it will be obvious, but I am very terrified it will be even harder than it is now.  Then I have surgery in a few days, this summer is so crazy, and not at all what I expected, and not what I would have planned.  But this happens in life just got to role with the punches.  So let's talk about today.  I'm in Michigan went and saw Eclipse today.  I lovee Jacob Black, I could so use a werewolf right now, that would for sure take my mind off things.  Then we went to my old house, it smells weird now, and it's a mess.  Can't say I missed it and wanted to move back in.  Then we got wendys and you must try a chocolate twisted frosty with oreo, it was amazingggg, a great cure for my aching teeth.  Then me and Stiina watched Percy Jackson: The Lightning Thief, the book was way better.  But the movie was good simply because of Logan Lenerman otherwise it would of sucked.  They changed it so much from the book.  Then I watched Rookie Blue and Boston Med again.  First off I give both occupations tons of credit, looks like an interesting job but I wouldn't be able to do either.  Police, way too scary, and doctors, way too busy.  But you should watch both those shows but warning Boston Med tugs on your heartstrings, it is real afterall.  So what else is there to talk about sorry this is long, but it's my way of dealing, lol. Did I tell you I watched Valentine's Day? That movie was really good, makes you wish you were in love, haha.  I liked Emma Roberts character, and Jenifer Gardner and Ashton Kutcher, that was cute. Taylor and Taylor, that was unexpected, and it was funny lol.  My favorite part was when Taylor got back and he left and she sighed and slumped against the wall.  I want a date that gives me that feeling, lol, it was really cute.  Hmm.. oh I did some searching online, I really want to travel somewhere again.  Seeing the world and having new experiences is something I really want to do.  So there's several teen programs that are really cool, all sorts of stuff and really cool places.  I  think a tropical place would be cool, with scuba diving and surfing, those are two things I want to do. But Italy or China those would all be cool, I ordered a bunch of info packets, haha.  I did actually forwarn my mom and she didn't give me the absolutely not talk, but we will see when they come.  I think she knows seeing the world is something I really want to do, and I feel she understands cause she never got the opportunity when she was younger, and I think we are a lot the same.  But we will see when it comes in the mail what she says.  Oh and I got my permit to drive!!! I am so excited to drive where ever I want whenever, I think I'm ready to grow up, just not go to far away, lol :)

yummy, yummy french fries :)

This will be me and Nick someday, haha.

Pretty <3

Playlist:

Like Boom- Vita Chambers

Wish You Were Here- Hey Monday

Change- The Young Veins

When It Was Me- Paula DeAnda

Topics- Nevertheless

Leave The Pieces- The Wreckers

Like We Used To- A Rocket To The Moon

Don't Let Me Stop You- Kelly Clarkson

Young Money- Vita Chambers

I'll Be- Edwin McCain