I'll wipe your eyes and say baby don't cry cause i had you this time, and im gonna, im gonna be alright

Today wasn't quite as bad as I thought it might be, except for the fact of being super tired even though I got more sleep than past nights it must of caught up with me. The math test was really easy but knowing me I made stupid mistakes, and the english test on the other hand was pretty hard even though I read the book and spark notes. Then only four people got to present today and of course madame called on me but I did pretty good I think.  So another night of no homework and I spend it watching American Idol, yesss Tim is safe :) Today has been a lot like yesterday but tomorrow on the other hand I'm scared for and excited about all at the same time.  School will be easy but then we have a lacrosse game vs St Ursula and ts going to be one of the toughest games of the season and bcsn is going to be there again so I'm nervous but once I et out there on the field it won't be a big deal but all day I'm gonna feel nervous, lol. But this is definitely the year we've got a shot of taking them down, keep your fingers crossed!!

I wasn't a fan of the movie just because everyone was obsessed with it but I think I might read the book then watch it again and see if that changes anything.

Zebras would be a zillion times cooler if they actually looked like this.

These are like a part of my childhood, everyday in school everyone wanted jolly ranchers. what happened to that?

So truee they should make everything we learn in school into songs I'd have 100% in every class.

Playlist:

Let It Be- Katie Stevens

Fences- Paramore

One In The Same- Cady Groves

Stacy's Mom- Fountains of Wayne

And I'd give up forever to see the day where the two of us both could just walk away, hand in hand .

No homework tonight :) and the homework i stayed up till midnight doing, the math teacher didn't even check and the french project I am presenting tomorrow.  Not looking forward to tomorrow at all a test on The Catcher In The Rye which I'm pretty confident about then a test in math, should be ok I just have to look over the formulas in band, and then my french project should be good if i run through it once or twice. So now I'm just enjoying some American Idol and some Tim Urban, Amanda he is definitely mine you can have socially awkward boy I'm soo sick of boys like that. Oww Aliisa just made me take my legs off the couch and that killed, pain is good though right? I'm getting even more in shape I hope, lol. This is going to have lots of pictures by the waysince the last one didnt and Amanda complained. So this is for you Amanda.

bracelets and peace signs two of my favorite things.

Converse <3

I really want a donut  now, I wish i was a wizard just so I could instantly have whatever food sounded good at the moment, but then I'd probably be really fat so I guess its good I'm not a wizard lol.

Teddy Bears are the best toy ever invented, for sure.

I want to have confetti rained down on me in a celebration, remind me to put that on my list.

hahaha did it last night is defnitely me.

That would be so cool if hogwarts was real.

(: D)

Playlist:

Always- Switchfoot

She's A Lady- Forever The Sickest Kids

Speakers Blown- Hit The Lights

Didn't You Know How Much I loved You- Kellie Pickler

Shine- The Morning Of

missing the beach..

Spent all yesterday in the car and I finished Dear John I loveee that book and can't wait to see the movie. and I started reading the Last Song and it's really good so far. and despite what others say I'm excited to see Miley as Ronnie.  So today I spent about half the day catching up on sleep since I didn't sleep at all in the car yesterday and the other half of the day I spent is unpacking and reading spark notes of Catcher In The Rye to refresh what I read at the beginning of break, so if House decides to give us a test the day we get back I am definitely prepared for it well atleast I think I am but my french project due tuesday has yet to be started. I'll do it all tomorrow though. Currently I am watching the new Sonny With A Chance and I am absolutely in love with Demi's new song being featured on it, I want it on my ipod now. Now Jason Dolley's on :) I'm glad he's back on another show he's funny and gorgeous.

Playlist:

Me, Myself, & Time- Demi Lovato

Hang In There Baby- Bridget Mendler

It gives you chills, it gives you thrills, it's my glamour, and it kills

Yepp second post today, dont really want to go to bed cause when I wake up its goodbye North Carolina and I really don't want to leave so this is just a random post I guess just pictures and music mostly. And I am so full my family like tried to eat as much of the food as we could so we wouldn't waste any yeah not a great idea. and oooh I forgot to tell you earlier I saw a jellyfish today :) haha it actually wasn't that exciting lol.

This maade me smile, idk just reading the word smile makes me smile its kind of odd haha.

I want a shirt like this.

I don't remeber the last time I swang on a swing, who wants to go?

This is kinda strange but one of the things on my list to do is spell my name with alphabet noodles.

I wish I owned necklaces I could layer like this.

Playlist:

Animal- Miike Snow

Islands- The XX

Helen Of Troy- Telefon Tel Aviv

Lights Out- Santogold 

Hey Hey Glamour Kills- The Bay State

I turn my head and I look away, but I can't control my eyes around you

I realized a lot today learned a lot more than some may think I did and yes I realized some things have got to change. Change it's a word that brings so many emotions joy happiness fear sadness its a rollercoaster of emotions.  It is something that surrounds us where ever we go it is always there and it won't leave you.  But sometimes you need to take a stand and create a change, whether it's within you or part of a bigger picture.

• Your family is always there and you should never treat them with disrespect, they are the ones you hope will always be there for you and you are lucky enough to have them in your life don't ever do anything that could hurt your relationship with them in the end they are all you have.
• Friends come and go and so do boys (especially) dont get too upset over them, especially the ones that leave.  It is okay to miss them a little and remember all the good times you had but as hard as you try you can't make them come back to you and if they do it just won't be the same move on.  For me this list feels miles long maybe I'll write all the names on a piece of paper and bury it or something.
• Cherish every day, yeah that's very cliche all this is but its all so true and there is simply no other way to say it.You won't be able to go back in time and change things you did so always be positive.  You choose your attitude and you choose how much fun you have in life, so dream big, wish a lot, and have the time of your life.

Okay I think this made me feel better and I am going to try hard to turn over a new leaf from this crappy day.

Beach, ohh how I am going to miss you oodles and oodles.

I really need my license.

Can't wait for some concerts.

Playlist

You and Your Heart- Jack Johnson

OMG- Usher

Winner- Jamie Foxx

Alright With Me- Kris Allen

It's the way that you talk, that you laugh, that you smile; if beauty was inches you'd go on for miles

This week has had ups and downs, being in North Carolina on the beach has been great.  Waking up and falling asleep to the waves of the ocean hitting the beach.  Being somewhat sick the past few days hasnt been too great but atleast it isn't too bad it sucks my energy but it doesnt make me sick to my stomach. Anyways it's nice to just get away sometimes and I definitely want to come back next year.  I saw dolphins yesterday, its was really cool one day I must swim with them they are the coolest creatures in the water. haha.  And today on the walkway from the house to the beach I saw this bright green lizard I tried getting a picture but it moved too fast, the walkway reminded me exactly like the one in the trailer for The Last Song.  So I started reading Dear John and the guy in that story is from North Carolina and I read the biography in the back of Nicholas Sparks and sure enough he lives in North Carolina, so I read the back to The Last Song which I brought along to read when I finished and sure enough Ronnies father lives in Wrightsville Beach which is near here, where  the hotel we stayed at the night before we came here is actually. So I thought that was really cool I also read Catcher In The Rye which my stupid english teacher forced upon me to read over break I finished that on the beach tanning before I got sick.  So nope I'm not tan at all thanks to getting sick I am still rocking my lacrosse tan yayy haha. Then I read The Lovely Bones when I was stuck in the house for two days and that book is amazing and now I really want to see the movie but that book is just so good I dont know why they even tried making it into a movie. Hmm let's see what else I looked for shells that was fun and I have two new vnecks and a hoodie from the giant beach/ tourist stores they have here :) They look really cute with my swimsuit and I didn't even plan that lol. So anyways overall the trip has been really fun but I am so not looking forward to the super long ride home and going back to school eww.

Chocolate covered pretzels would taste amazing right now.

I want to go heel shopping and dress shopping but sadly prom is the same as AP tour so I can't but next year I told my mom were going all out on a prom dress cause there's a boutique near here that sells really pretty dresses but by more expensive brands but senior prom i think so :)

 taylor swift <3  haha I love how the other girl is Camilla Belle.

I broke my sunglasses :(

I want to go to New York sooooo bad.

Playlist:

Red and Purple- The Dodos

Barbie Eat A Sandwich- Care Bears On Fire

Astair- Matt Costa

The Second That You Say- Chase Coy

Love Like Woe- The Ready Set

Thought we're safe, but we're dangling, and it's too far to survive the fall.

Had my first lascrosse game of the season thursday, I had five goals and we won by 16! I hope the rest of the season goes that well.  Then I was interviewed by the local cable network for being player of the game and I was extremely nervous but it turned out alright lol. It definitely gave something my dad to obsess over for a while now though, he was so proud he even talked about it to the guy working at the gas station haha. So anyways I am now in a hotel room in North Carolina a few hours away from the dome home were gonna stay at monday-friday, I'm pretty dang excited.  Beach here I come :)  and on the way here we stopped at a gas station and some guy was hitting on me and Aliisa apparently he used to live in perrysburg and saw our hoodies so he was talking to us a little but I'm almost positive he was gay haha and our mom was standing right there it was funny lol. Well I'm gonna try and finish The Cather In The Rye, it's taking forever to finish though this kid is such a downer great pick for a spring break assignment House. not. lol. ohh and did you know the Jonas Brothers mention the book in one of their first songs 6 minutes :)

I want this guitar :)

It would be awesome to meet cobra starship.

of course i had to try this, hahaha.

I've been wanting a starbucks frappuccino all day.

I want a skinny jeans white v-neck wearing guitarist, in my dreams lol.

Playlist

Ultraviolet- The Stiff Dylans

Guilty Pleasure- Cobra Starship

Come On Get Higher- Matt Nathanson

Tell Me I'm A Wreck- Every Avenue

6 Mintues- Jonas Brothers